Shannon @ 1:54:00 AM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Life used to be so simple.
I liked it that way. There wasn't hate, there was love... But it was friendly and no one cared. Now it's not. And people do care.
Love is a Godsend. And it's Satan's worst plague.
Mine is, anyways. I want someone to cuddle with. I wanna be close to someone... Anyone. Just have them hold me. I honestly just want to be close... To hear someone else breath. To know that I'm not the only person living.
But I can't. They would be afraid. "What if we get in trouble?". "It's only innocent".
But it's not anymore. It can't be. How dare we.
I sit and wonder what it would be like. But that's all I can do. I can only sit and guess. And wait. And think that maybe - just maybe - there will be a day when what I want will happen. That maybe one day I won't have to just wonder.
One day I can say. "I want to cuddle". And we will. And there won't be a whisper, it'll be quiet. Just me and them. Just them and I.
Knowing the next morning I'll wake up and they will be there. That I'll wake up and I'll be able to see their face and say 'good morning' to someone else but myself.
One day, one day...
Hello...
Can you hear me
Am I getting through to you
Hello...
Is it late there
Is there laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone
Cuz I'mTrying to explain
Something’s wrong
You just don’t sound the same
Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We’re under the same sky
And the night's
As empty for me as for you
If you feel
You can’t wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello...
Do you miss me
I hear you say you do
But not the way I’m missing you
What's new
How's the weather
Is it stormy where you are
You sound so close but it feels like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I’m left imagining
In my mind
My mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain
As you fall
Over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips
Feel hungry and tempted
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me as for you
If you feel you can’t wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
(kiss the rain)
(kiss the rain)
(kiss the rain)
Hello...
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Can you hear me