Shannon @ 10:51:00 PM

Monday, January 31, 2005

God *damn* the Atlantic Ocean
God *damn* DBQ essays.
God *damn* the bitter cold.
God *damn* my lack of funds.

Fuck. -.-;

Life sucks sometimes, I s'pose is the point of this post.

And the fact that I should be writing my DBQ. Which, coincidentally, is due tomorrow and I couldn't start over break because I couldn't find the god damn paper.

Everyone knows why I hate the Atlantic Ocean.
And you now know why I hate DBQs.
I'm always complaining that I'm cold. This should be no surprise to any of you.
And my lack of funds basically goes back to the first thing. But there's also something else.

I'm not healthy. I'm overweight and I know that. I need to exercise more, I know that too. What I want is DDR. I'm serious. That is really, really good exercise. If I had it, I would do that *all* the time. I wanted it for Christmas, but the game itself was 50 bucks, apparently, and the dance pad was like another 20 ontop of that. That sucks. I want to buy one. But, I also want plane tickets.

So I'm screwed either way.

Life is so wonderful.

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Shannon @ 6:51:00 PM

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Changed the poem. ::nodnod::

And no, Erin my dear, it wasn't your fault. I can't blame you. I can't blame anyone but me. ::nodnod::

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Shannon @ 1:54:00 AM

Life used to be so simple.
I liked it that way. There wasn't hate, there was love... But it was friendly and no one cared. Now it's not. And people do care.
Love is a Godsend. And it's Satan's worst plague.
Mine is, anyways. I want someone to cuddle with. I wanna be close to someone... Anyone. Just have them hold me. I honestly just want to be close... To hear someone else breath. To know that I'm not the only person living.
But I can't. They would be afraid. "What if we get in trouble?". "It's only innocent".
But it's not anymore. It can't be. How dare we.
I sit and wonder what it would be like. But that's all I can do. I can only sit and guess. And wait. And think that maybe - just maybe - there will be a day when what I want will happen. That maybe one day I won't have to just wonder.
One day I can say. "I want to cuddle". And we will. And there won't be a whisper, it'll be quiet. Just me and them. Just them and I.
Knowing the next morning I'll wake up and they will be there. That I'll wake up and I'll be able to see their face and say 'good morning' to someone else but myself.
One day, one day...
Hello...
Can you hear me
Am I getting through to you
Hello...
Is it late there
Is there laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone
Cuz I'mTrying to explain
Something’s wrong
You just don’t sound the same
Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside

Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We’re under the same sky
And the night's
As empty for me as for you
If you feel
You can’t wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello...
Do you miss me
I hear you say you do
But not the way I’m missing you
What's new
How's the weather
Is it stormy where you are
You sound so close but it feels like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I’m left imagining
In my mind
My mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain
As you fall
Over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips
Feel hungry and tempted
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me as for you
If you feel you can’t wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
(kiss the rain)
(kiss the rain)
(kiss the rain)
Hello...
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Can you hear me

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Shannon @ 1:29:00 PM

Thursday, January 27, 2005

It's Not All About You Survey

Created by sweetphantomangel and taken 19 times on bzoink!

Pick One Person You Know and Care About
What is his/her name?Erin
Now Assume the Following Questions Are Being Asked By the Above Person
What's our relationship?Very good friends
How and where did we meet?At Birchwood school and because I was in your class. =)
What's my middle name?Elizabeth
How long have you known me?Uhm... 7 years now?
Tell me one good thing about myself:You're always there for me. =)
When you first saw me, what was your impression?"Ewww!" Just kidding! I thought you looked like a nice person.
What's my age?15
When is my birthday?July 7th, 1989
What is my favorite band at the moment?Uhm... I'm not sure you have one :-P I know you like Nobou Uematsu
What color are my eyes?Green
Do I have any siblings?Yesh, a sister.
Have you ever had a crush on me?ALL THE TIME. xD
What's one of my favorite things to do?Go online and read
What is one of the first things I said to you?"Hi"?
Describe me in 3 words:Funny, Smart, Caring
Name 5 things I love:Computers, DnD, Music, Videogames, Cats
Do you think I'm good looking?Of course. =)
How would you describe me to someone?
Would you ever date me?If I was a guy and you didn't have Charlie. :-P
Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me, but never did:Thanks for helping me keep one foot on the ground just as I was about to jump
What do you like most about me?How friendly you are
If we could spend a day together, what would we do?Drive to Binghamton, go to Italy and spend our time all together
Have we ever gotten in a fight?Yeah.
Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?Damn well hope so.
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:Hot chocolate. Innuendo. 'nuff said.
What do you think my weakness is?Sometimes it seems as if you don't always tell people how you really feel
Do you think I'll get married?Yep.
What makes me happy?Charlie, friends, curry chicken
What makes me sad?I dunno... Sad things? xD
What reminds you of me?Final Fantasy. xD
If you could give me anything, what would it be?A drivers license
When's the last time you saw me?Uhm... A few days ago
Is our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?Stronger, I would hope.
Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?Yep.
Have I ever broken your heart/hurt you in some way?There may have been a time.
What song (if any) reminds you of me?How Do you Like Me Now? by Toby Keith
If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?I don't know.
Would you make a move on me?If I was a guy. xD
Do I cross your mind at least once a day?Yep.
Will you put this on your LiveJournal/Xanga and see what I say about you?Mmhmm.
Now Send This Survey to the Above Person and See What They Say!

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The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!

Created by -ambiguous and taken 38815 times on bzoink!

What is your favorite..
gumWinterfresh
restaurantOutback
drinkRootbeer
seasonSummer
type of weatherNice temperature, sunny
emotionLove
thing to do on a half dayHang with friends
late-night activityOnline
sportVolleyball
cityMilan, Italy
storeFashion Bug
When was the last time you..
criedToday
played a sportLast Thursday
laughedLast night
hugged someoneLast night
kissed someoneLast night
felt depressedToday
felt elated...?
felt overworkedToday
faked sickMonday
liedMonday
What was the last..
word you saidFuck
thing you atePretzel
song you listened to"Instant Pleasure"
thing you drankWater
place you went toMy room
movie you sawShrek 2
movie you rentedI don't remember
concert you attendedMy own
Who was the last person you..
huggedMy cousin
cried overMyself
kissedMy cousin
danced withDon't remember
shared a secret withDiego
had a sleepover withTina, Tasha, Melissa, Nikki
calledTina
went to a movie withTina, Erin
sawMom
were angry withMyself
couldn't take your eyes off ofJohnny Depp
obsessed overDiego
Have you ever..
danced in the rainYes
kissed someoneFriendly -Yes. Other - No.
done drugsNo
drank alcoholYes, not a lot.
slept aroundEVERYNIGHT. xD
partied 'til the sun came upSure
had a movie marathonNo
gone too far on a dareNo
spun until you were immensely dizzyYes
taken a survey quite like this beforeYes

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Three Things

Created by andy and taken 13057 times on bzoink!

Three things that scare me:
1Spiders
2The dark
3Auditioning
Three people who make me laugh:
1Friends
2Family
3Diego
Three Things I love:
1Diego
2Family
3Friends
Three Things I hate:
1Peas
2Fish
3N00bs. xD
Three things I don't understand:
1Trigonometry
2Why I started to play my instrument
3How I got so lucky
Three things on my desk:
1Cup
2Rootbeer barrel candies
3CDs
Three things I'm doing right now:
1Typing
2Reading
3Smirking
Three things I want to do before I die:
1Go to Italy
2Meet Johnny Depp
3Be okay with myself
Three things I can do:
1Sing
2Be funny
3Procrastinate
Three ways to describe my personality:
1Funny
2Caring
3Sensitive
Three things I can't do:
1Play my instrument well
2Not procrastinate
3Play sports

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extremely long survey

Created by xfallingforyoux and taken 56915 times on bzoink!

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:Shannon Renee Whinnery
Age:15
Height:5' 7"
Natural hair colour:Blonde
Eye colour:Green
Number of siblings:One
Glasses/contacts?:Nope
Piercings:Ears
Tattoos:Nope
Braces?:Nope
FAVOURITE
Colour:Purple, Green
Band:I don't have one
Song:Right now, "Instant Pleasure"
Stuffed animal:My cow
Video game:Final Fantasy Eight
TV show:Family Guy
Movie:Pirates of the Carribean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
Book:In the Heart of the Sea: The Tragedy of the Whale Ship Essex
Food:Chili
Game on a cell phone:Don't have a cell phone
CD cover:?
Flower:Rose
Scent:Citrus
Animal:Cow
Comic book:?
Cereal:Reese's
Website:Gaiaonline.com
Cartoon:Family Guy
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:Yes
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:No
Like to sing?:Yes
Have a job?:No
Have a cell phone?:No
Like to play sports?:No
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:Yes
Have a crush on someone?:Yes
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:No
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:Yes
Have any special talents/skills?:Not that I'm aware of
Excercise daily?:No
Like school?:So/so
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:No
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:No
Speak any other languages?:Kinda
Go a day without food?:Probably
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:Yes
Read music, not just tabs?:Yes
Roll your tongue?:Yes
Eat a whole pizza?:I don't know
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:No
Cried to get out of trouble?:No
Gotten lost in your city?:Yes
Seen a shooting star?:No
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:Yes
Had a serious surgery?:No
Stolen something important to someone else?:No
Solved a rubiks cube?:No
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:Yes
Cried over a girl?:No
Cried over a boy?:Yes
Kissed a random stranger?:No
Hugged a random stranger?:No
Been in a fist fight?:No
Been arrested?:No
Done drugs?:No
Had alcohol?:Yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:Soda, yeah.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:No
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:No
Swore at your parents?:No
Been to warped tour?:No
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:Yes
Been in love?:Yes
Been close to love?:Yes
Been to a casino?:No
Ran over an animal and killed it?:No
Broken a bone?:No
Gotten stitches?:Yes
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:No
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:No
Made homemade muffins?:Yes
Bitten someone?:No
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:Yes
More than 5 times?:No
Been to niagra falls?:Yes
Burped in someones face?:No
Gotten the chicken pox?:Yes
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:Yesterday
Went to the bathroom:Today
Saw a movie in theaters:Few weeks ago
Read a book:Week ago
Had a snow day:Week ago
Had a party:Week ago
Had a slumber party:Week ago
Made fun of someone:Yesterday
Tripped in front of someone:Don't know
Went to the grocery store:Don't remember
Got sick:Don't know
Cursed:Today
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:Fruit
Black/white:Black
Lights on/lights off:On
TV/movie:Movie
Car/truck:Car
Body spray/lotion:Body spray
Cash/check:Cash
Pillows/blankets:Pillow
Headache/stomach ache:Head
Paint/charcoal:Paint
Chinese food/mexican food:Chinese
Summer/winter:Summer
Snow/rain:Rain
Fog/misty:Misty
Rock/rap:Rock
Meat/vegetarian:Meat
Boy/girl:Boy
Chocolate/vanilla:Chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:Sprinkles
Cake/pie:Pie
French toast/french fries:French Fries
Strawberries/blueberries:Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:Ocean to look at
Hugs/kisses:Depends
Cookies/muffins:
p33n/bewbz:What?
Wallet/pocket:Pocket
Window/door:Window
Emo/goth:Emo
Pink/purple:Purple
Cat/dog:Cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:Short sleeve
Pants/shorts:Pants
Winter break/spring break:Spring
Spring/autumn:Autumn
Clouds/clear sky:Few clouds
Moon/mars:Moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:I don't even want to count
What are their names?:Too many
Do you have a best friend?:Nope
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:Yesh
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:Girl
Have you ever lost a friend?:Yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:Yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:"ANAL TIT, GO!"
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:Yes
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:I don't know
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:Just being a friend
Do you miss any of your old friends?:Yeah
What friend have you known the longest?:Erin
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:Yeah
If so, what is it?:Lie
How often do you spend time with your friends?:Once a week, if not more.
Do any of your friends drive?:Yep
Has a friend of yours ever died?:Nope
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:Uhm... There's a lot. xD
What do you think your friends think of you?:I think that they like me... I hope they do. ^^;
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:Yep
If you have, with who?:Diego
Are you single?:Nope
Are you in a relationship?:Yep
If so, for how long?:Coming up on 10 months
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:Yep
What is your idea of the best date?:Hanging out, talking, laughing, having a good time
What was your first kiss like?:Haven't had it yet
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:Haven't had it yet
Do you think love is a load of shit?:Nope
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:ust being loved
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:--
Have you ever been dumped?:Yes
Have you ever dumped someone?:Yes
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:Uhm... Just talk about it? xD
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:Feet
Hat:Head
Hard:Ball
Free:Hand
Space:Bar
Taste:Mouth
Good charlotte:Bad
Red:Blue
Deep:Depp
Heart:Love
Cord:Rope
Cheese:Holes
Rain:Wet
Work:Word
Pedal:Metal
Head:Hot
Bed:Pillow
Fluff:Ball
Hardcore:Sex
Race:Ethnicity
Knife:Sharp
Jump:Cliff
I....
am:Female
want:Plane tickets
need:Love
crave:Attention
love:Diego
hate:Overdramitc people
did:YOUR MOM LAST NIGHT. xD
feel:Content
miss:Diego
am annoyed by:Laura
would rather:Be asleep
am tired of:My instrument
will always:Be a pain in the butt. :-P
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:Country
What time is it now?:2:02 PM
What day is it?:Thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?:Yesterday
How much money do you have right now?:A few cents
Are you hungry?:Yes
Whatcha doin?:Taking a survey
Do you like parades?:Sure
Do you like the moon?:Sure
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:Going to practice my instrument
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:Uhm... No?
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:To fly
Have you ever had a picnic?:Yesh
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:Yes
What about sock em boppers?:No
Are you wearing any socks right now?:Yes
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:Yes
pretty?:No
sarcastic?:Yes
lazy?:Yes
hyper?:Yes
friendly?:Yes
evil?:Sometimes
smart?:Sometimes
strong?:Depends
talented?:No
dorky?:Yes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:Max
skip:Greg
dance:Erin
lonely:Mitchell
pen:Ana
flower:Tina
window:Cassie
psycho:Tasha
brain freeze:Natalie
orange:Katelyn
sassy:Erin
jelly:Tina
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:Against
love:For
drunk drivers:Against
airplanes:For
war:Against
canada:For
united states:For
rock music:Against
gay marriage:For
school:For
surveys:For
parents:For
cars:For
killing:Against
britney spears:Against
coffee:For
pants:For
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:Yes
Play strip poker?:No
Run away?:No
Curse at a teacher?:No
Not take a shower for a week?:No
Ask someone out?:Yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:Yes
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:Yes
Go scuba diving?:Yes
Write a book?:No
Become a rockstar?:No
Have casual sex?:No
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:Pantene Pro-V
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:Never
What kind of computer do you have?:Dell, Compaq
What grade are you in?:10th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:Only at friends
Or just make out?:No
How many posters do you have in your room?:10
How many cds do you have?:15 or more
What time is it now?:2:07

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