Shannon @ 9:12:00 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
You know, sometimes I really wish I fucking listened to myself when I said "Shannon, you need to start doing this NOW."
'cause then
maybe I wouldn't suck at my band audition.
I don't give a shit if I'm last chair, I really don't. But I don't want to embarass myself. I wouldn't be, if I had fucking listened to myself and started practicing when he gave us the damned paper. But, no. Of course I didn't.
Now I'm frustrated out of my mind, about to cry, because I know that I'm going to embarass myself on that fucking tape.