Shannon @ 1:29:00 AM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Unsure
I'm not sure why I pretend like it will get better. Why I tell myself that he'll change, or has changed, or whatever. I dunno why I even entertained the notion that he'd come here. I don't know why I pretend he wants to work things out and do anything aside from royally fuck with my head.
I'm done. I won't chase anymore. It's not my turn, God damnit, and it hasn't been for a LONG God damned time.
It's not my fucking turn.