Shannon @ 2:59:00 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Breathing
I wonder, sometimes, if you just smile through the pain if it will just go away.
I don't want to feel this way - I'm happy for him, glad he's moved on and maybe, in a way, that will help me too. The hardest part will be being friends. It will be holding on to the jokes and the sarcasm and not the hugs. It'll be differentiating between him being himself and him flirting. It'll be hard. It won't be fun for a while, but I'm going to try. We'll see how this goes, I guess. And, one day, like he said, I'll find someone to be happy with too.
But, ya know... I've heard that before. I've heard that a few times, from a few people for a while now... I just have to wonder when something is going to happen.