Shannon @ 11:39:00 PM

Monday, November 23, 2009

How do you be the friend after being the girlfriend? How do you ignore that sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach? How do you not overreact when he wants to leave, when you know he's going to spend time with her, when he stops talking to you to play a game? How do you strike a balance between feeling and hurting? Where does this line end? Is there an easy way to do this?

Can I do both? Is that even possible? Right now it does not feel like it. I want to punch him and at the same time I want to kiss him. I want to push him away, not talk to him because it would be easier, but at the same time I want to hug him and never let go. How do I stop feeling this way, stop this stupidity?

How do I stop holding out hope for this? How do I stop myself from thinking anything will ever come of this again?

How does this work?

So many questions and just not enough answers... Ever.
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