Shannon @ 8:04:00 PM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Since when did I elect to conciously break my own heart?
Over,
And over,
And over,
And over again?

Oh, right. The moment I agreed to be friends. The moment I told myself that I'd be able to handle it. Yeah, Shannon. You're handling it fucking beautifully.

The tears look good on you. No, really. They do.
Comments:
I wish I could tell you that it gets easier with time. It doesn't. You just have to find one of the very few guys out there that don't want to run you through a ringer.

It took me over a year to find that guy that could do that for me and since the day he walked in my life, I haven't looked back.

I hope, that someday you can do the same.

If you ever need someone to talk to - though I doubt you'd want to considering the last time you called me was about two years ago with the news that changed both our lives. I'm free to talk, if you need it.

May the goddess guide you,
Shade, (aka Kaitani)
 
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